‘Belief’ is an idea that has not been thoroughly tested. Faith is the knowing gained from experience. Once a belief has been tested we can say we ‘know’ something. True faith is beyond the reach of doubts.
My life has shown me that I really don’t know much. The more I tried to figure things out, the more insane this world seemed. War and suffering, materialism, greed; for what purpose do we exist?
At some point I was forced to look inside. My journey was not easy, but I knew I needed help. Like the prodigal son we all must return to our Father’s Kingdom sooner or later. Once we make the choice and begin the journey, God will come to us and celebrate with us. I think this happens in stages, and as our attunement deepens with the divine will, our inner-peace and joy deepen too.
God wants us to be happy and will guide us to greater happiness if we allow it. Listening is needed, but whatever we think we are receiving remains a belief until we have tested it.
The toughest times, are when we can’t see where our next step should land, but have to step anyway. These are great opportunities for growth because they inspire us to dig deeper inside for divine help.
All we can do is try our best. A child who refuses to listen to their parent feels distant from them. We are the same. To know God we must listen and do God’s will to the best of our ability. Like a loving mother God is not worried about a perfect outcome as much as our sincere attempt to do what is right.
I believe this is our greatest triumph.
May 3, 2009 at 8:34 am
After my long morning meditation, I found this which is a very lovely lecture to start my day. Like a soup and salad-I am feeling nourished! Thank you!!!
May 4, 2009 at 10:41 pm
Glad it helped! You are very welcome!